I'm happy enough to have you with me

Farewell.

2009-08-29T22:03:00.005+08:00

"People tend to tumble and fall. important part is, how they pick themselves back up."

follow me at http://littlebridemaid.tumblr.com/

(ps: only the good to be kept)

Suffocated

2009-08-15T22:43:00.001+08:00

"somehow its so blank and fcuk up to want something so badly.
you cant have it. awaiting. and its a puzzle you can never fixed."

another night over at social house.
maybe, saturday nights are my happiest moment for now.
i dont know when it will come. i dont know what i want.

Future

2009-08-13T09:04:00.000+08:00

randomly go for a movie with mum.
watch G.I.JOE finally. super dupe man.
its a "Boom boom pow" movie, futuristic.

*thumbs up for it!

Identity card

2009-08-12T20:29:00.003+08:00

check this out! ain't I look cute!

Weekend madness

2009-08-09T10:21:00.000+08:00

saturday, social house.
free entry, free flow, ladies rule!

sunday, supperlub.
with the gang, crazy dancing.

omg, i want to post a funny video of somebody but she comfirm scold me. LMAO.

Down

2009-08-05T09:37:00.000+08:00

oh no, i fell sick again.
down with bad cough, flu and headache.

Released! I'm out of control!

2009-08-03T10:47:00.002+08:00

mummy have found out my smiley!
haha. think she is at least relieve i have did something.
rather than turning into a weirdo.
start corsetting today. its torturing.
but i have to bear with it till national day to keep in shape.

welcome the world with a great smile! :D

Partys

2009-08-01T09:08:00.001+08:00

with leei.

the movie tickets.

friday(31thJULY) celebrated YONG JIA birthday in town.

dinner, movie, chit-chat, cab home in morning.

drunk fel.

this is wild!

saturday(1stAUG)
class outing with at ecp.
water activity, games. dinner and heart-to-heart talks.
rush home around 11. bath. fel came to house.
a night at supperclub was fun and romantic. :D

Ignite

2009-07-25T09:25:00.001+08:00

saturday night went school for ignite.
only me and fattah went for it.
we saw only a total of three bands.
the last was TSE, the great spy experiment!
mr saiful was charmingly attractive when he sings.
and i even bought his band album. ridiculous! :D

Birthday sex

2009-07-23T22:30:00.003+08:00

girl you know i i i, girl you know i i i
i been feeling
wake up in the late night
been dreaming about your loving, girl

girl you know i i i, girl you know i i i
dont need candles and cake
just need your body to make

birthday sex.. birthday sex oohoohoohooh
(it's the best day of the year girl)
birthday sex.. birthday sex oohoohoohooh
(g-spot g-spot let me hit that g-spot g-spot girl)

-Jeremih

Sky, Ruth

2009-07-22T23:59:00.003+08:00

happy 21st birthday to sky. *hug
happy 17th birthday to ruth. *kiss

lots of love

Webcam-R

2009-07-20T15:16:00.001+08:00

oovoo webcam session

haha. ray and his brother look funny!

& felicia Ng stay over my house.
:)

Sky's celebration

2009-07-19T12:35:00.001+08:00

zy have become cleverer.
this time round, I only brought one luggage. haha.
the place was damn tiny and crowd was small.
anyway, I earn a $100. kiching$. but need to save it up.
packed up and went home at 7pm. along with angie & fel.
got changed, went sky's house for his bday celebration.
leave after cutting cake & the 3 of us went cathay.
catch "obsessed", the third party was damn scary.
she's super sick. haha. after movie, cab and got home at 1am.

Ruth celebration

2009-07-17T23:39:00.000+08:00

friday the 17th.

finally, I collected my student pass.

went school but was chased home again.

went century to get sister present, met ray.

pizza hut student meal for lunch. yummy.

home, bath, changed, ecp to meet the gang.

it was another heartwarming gathering. :D

busy playing and I didn't sleep throughout the night.

FFFF market

2009-07-14T13:22:00.002+08:00

I am having a flea this sunday!

19JULY, 12-6.30pm

The Substation Gallery
45 Armenian Street
Singapore 179936

come support me okay. :D

more information:
http://www.substation.org/about_us/contact_us.html
http://fleaflyflofun.wordpress.com/

Obsession

2009-07-10T15:55:00.002+08:00

spot something different?

"armed with the attitude, my new obsession"

science UT2 after class.

an overnight celebration for matthew bday!

Toys&Nature

2009-07-09T23:52:00.009+08:00

"Its not because you grow old, you stop playing toys.

Its because you stop playing toys, you grow old."

I suddenly fell way back for the most ordinary toys.

Toys that does not require any electric, batteries to function.

simple yet heart-warming. memorial of childhood. :D

"I love the nature, to go to the rooftop,

to see the world, to have my own space"

Breathe. take a look at the nature. feel the freedom.

and to live your life to the fullest.

than you will be at your happiest.

feltheflower

2009-07-06T23:29:00.000+08:00

monday blues.

meet up fel after school which cheer me up a little.

still recovering from flu and cough.

skin allergy is getting better but it takes time.

random shopping at town. went new orchard central.

Precautious

2009-07-02T22:17:00.003+08:00

Dont lose out

Fight back.

First day back school, was happy to be back class.
But at the same time I feel terrified.

rp is getting scary as the on-going of h1n1 cases.
& now my skin allergy is annoying me.
just hope to recover asap so that I can have a peace of mind.

I miss my ez-link

2009-06-28T20:23:00.000+08:00

Some youcam shots with cousins:

zy big holly mouth. LMAO

Past few days:

friday, was suspected of H1n1 and had to stay home.
waited for the result and hopefully, it was negative.
but it was sad that I cant join my classmates for outing.

saturday, went to had a dinner with petal kias.
happy early bday wishes to yong shan! :D

sunday, i get to go out to catch "transformers" with sky.
went petal. bus home. relatives came to stay over.
Omg, sudden left leg skin allergy? i need a doctor!

pray that i dont get any skin disease or something please.

*worries me freaking lot right now!

Rejoice

2009-06-25T01:55:00.003+08:00

now, my left parting

than, my right parting.

grandma, mum and sis have return this morning!
due to h1n1, we have "holiday" till next wed.
still got work to do, self e-learning at home. damn!
accompany fel, get eyebrow trim.
had a fulfilling dinner at parkway's crystal jade.
its been long since my last feast. ha-ha.
the unsettle student pass, cant give me peace.
need medical check up and everything done asap.
changing hair parting, dye them red. getting smiley.

Thank you

2009-06-21T21:51:00.001+08:00

"happy father's day!"
to a great step-dad whom brought me up all these years.

The black bar fans

2009-06-19T01:52:00.004+08:00

Introducing, the black bar

Belong to: fel

Pictures by: zy laptop

The first and nicest shot!

so natural, my favourite :D

some crazy fun shots!

zy saw a monster

alien and human

yeah! zy got in to EMP ig. it would be lotsa fun. :D
hang out with ray and fel tonight.
kfc. catch a movie at cine. overnight till morning.

Last moment

2009-06-04T01:00:00.006+08:00

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY TO LIM SHI SHI :D

last gathering with petal-kians before i leave.
had an injection. went school to sign tuition grant.
frustrated about the student pass application thingy again.
went home, packed up to get prepared for tml departure.
bbq bday celebration, games, drink, slack. home at 6am.
zy will be away for a total of 12 days.
Switzerland, Paris, London. air-con degree weather.
and i wont be bringing my phone along.
definitely will miss everybody. :)

signing off;
lee zhe yee

Be here

2009-06-03T11:59:00.004+08:00

'sometimes, i feel as if i have no one to turn to'

random, i want collar piercing if i got the money.

anyway, just another night spent at petal.
basketball, dinner, get together, games, cab home.
start to pack up my luggage already. :D

Love; Suffer

2009-06-02T22:41:00.006+08:00

i rather not to love so that i wouldn't suffer

today, zy went out with a few of her classmates.

first time ever in my life, i did window shopping.

so suck man. imagine you want something but you cant have it.

i need to be patience. wait till i return from overseas.

caboom! i will be back with tons of stuff. *evil laugher

picture will be up at FB. :D

Takes time to realised

2009-06-01T22:52:00.002+08:00

"its okay,

sometimes people tends to lost their real self

it just takes time to get back the real you"

love

Forbidden

2009-06-01T22:51:00.002+08:00

First thing in the morning:
1)Mum came in my room
2)Raise her voice at me about school
3)I was so pissed off
4)But I kept quiet, didn't want to go any further
5)F* the letter, F* the school

intentionally, wanted to go find ech and whyek at "food expo".
but i thought the "food expo" was at suctec city! -.-
how stupid can i be. ended up meeting everybody at petal.
slack. chat. plan for ss bday. elvi cab, drop me home.
i find korean drama are so damn funny. LMAO.

Big Universal Lies

2009-06-01T17:14:00.003+08:00

i'm fine, just leave me alone
i am not drunk
she's just a friend
i never want to see you again
this isn't the way you think it is
we can still be friends
i will never hurt you
i need some alone time

how can the world be peaceful when its surrounded by lies..

Day and night

2009-05-31T11:59:00.000+08:00

I had a 2D1N photo IG camp in school on saturday and sunday.
saturday was all about games, sleepover.
sunday went to catch a movie, "monstersVSaliens" LOL.
meet up girlfriends. at night went petal with fel.
anyway,
good luck for those who take o'level chinese! :D

"Blame it, Jamie fox ft. T-pain"
blame it on the vodka
blame it on the henny
blame it on the blue tap got you feeling dizzy
blame it on the ah-ah-ah-ah-ah alcohol
blame it on the ah-ah-ah-ah-ah alcohol

hope this paragraph would never happen to me. hahas.

Penniless

2009-05-29T09:21:00.005+08:00

thursday night with sister and cousins

yeah, last day of school!
today my class called the relieve facilitator "alien". haha.
science UT was okay, had a photo IG talk.
am totally penniless right now!
after the talk than i remember my posb left with 15cents
ezlink has no more concesssion. no more cash.
how pathetic that i need to call my mum to come and fetch me.
people, please return me money if you can. :)

i am going to meet up my girlfriends for today.
only left a few days to spend time with all my friends before i go overseas.
i will miss alot of people, real lot.
i wanted some alone time with each individual.
but there isn't that much days and time for me to do that.
perhaps one day of gathering will do the trick.

Red day

2009-05-28T21:36:00.000+08:00

zheyee wears an international gay colour

and there's another lady ON her.

1)restless and sleepy this early morning.

slept at 3am yesterday after doing 2 RJs.
2)mum was like blabbering about the overseas trip otw to school.
while i was unconscious, she on-going saying what we need to bring, wear, where we go and such.
no breakfast with her today as i was totally exhausted.
3)unluckily, it was my red day today, so early. -.-
hope i would get any mood swing or whatsoever all right.

worst crump ever, its killing me.

4)All the best for my programmy UT today.
programming UT was so much easier as compare to maths
5)lonely trip home

getting more excited for my holidaytrip.

See, Say, Hear no evil

2009-05-27T15:27:00.006+08:00

See No Evil

Say No Evil

Hear No Evil

"i wish, i wish, that this kind of peace will maintain.."

no disaster, no disagreement. how peaceful it is.

Cant help but wait

2009-05-26T21:46:00.005+08:00

i love today programmy class.
finally, i get to complete the problem statement!
maths UT is a total disaster.
its hard, blank all over for the questions = dead.
i think i will just flang it. haha.
there was an interview for EMP ig this evening.
5 people together, competitive.
just hope i can get through this since i gave up for HH ig.
sad case but no choice. overseas trip cant be change.
saw a cockcrach in the lift before entering.
a friendly uncle chase it away for me. haha.

okay, i need to get 2 RJs done today.
bye now. *snores

Remembered

2009-05-25T18:52:00.002+08:00

hate my nose being that big. haha

today theres enterprise UT.

wasn't as tense up like last wednesday.

just pray that i did okay. :)

weird, i said ily to someone today.

just feel like saying so i did.

oh well, doesn't mean anything much okay.

stayed back after school for revision.

its gonna be maths UT tml. hate it.

finally i feel,

sense of belonging

Emptied

2009-05-24T21:35:00.001+08:00

the broke love to shop! :D

a super red apple a day keeps the doc away. :D

waken by shi shi bugging about her nightmare.
haha. its was 3pm and i was hungry.
initially wanted to eat pizza hut.
no student price, turn out a kfc lunch. -.-
spent $70 for 3 topshop top/dress today.
how worthy but now, posb left with $60 only.
so broke. how pathetic.

I wonder

2009-05-23T18:02:00.001+08:00

"Sometimes, i wonder why is life just so hard?"

why cant it just be simple and peaceful.

whereby everyone understands your stand, feelings.

no unhappiness, no quarrels, no misunderstanding.

how perfect it would be..

got back home from fel's house early morning at 8am today.
slept all the way till 4.30.
woke up and work. work done at 6.
went petal. eat. slack. go grandlink.
pool with some girlfriends. guys lan-gaming.
back home at 3. shi shi stayed over my house again. :)

I just want to get back with all my friends..

Stranger

2009-05-22T17:43:00.000+08:00

all right, i skipped school today. elvi too. ha-ha.
both of us talk till 5am the night before.
alarm clock was ringing and ringing
we ignore them! haha. woke up at 1plus.
went taka's crystal jade. had a bloated lunch.
its was time to go school for IG briefing tho.
went for a movie at jurong point with "shino".
cab to fel house to stay over. :D

Old times

2009-05-22T14:26:00.000+08:00

picture will be up soon!

today will be a day with ech and abf. :D

haven't spend time together for long. imy both so much!

Freedom to love

2009-05-22T04:30:00.000+08:00

"i realised the distance with all of you'll.
but no phone calls, no messages? does that mean you'll care?
people change, everyone does. thats life. grow up!
whatever you guys think about me, i dont give a damn."

disappointment

i came across this super sweet site today.

http://pinkdot.sg/

the freedom to love for gays.

you just need to face the fact that the world is changing.

things are becoming different.

everyone should learn to accept what come and go in life.

I say what i say

2009-05-21T09:48:00.000+08:00

introducing grace! :D

today after school will be the first UT ever.
you can never imagine the tension among my class.
everybody was like "clicky, clicky" so fast while i type like a snail. -.-
hope i did okay for it though. oh well..
went causeway after UT. yoshinoya! :D
(finally found someone who enjoys it like me!)
chitty chatty till 6.30. went home.
cant get connections again. how horrible!
in the end i realised that other computer can submit too. -.-

said by my facilitator:

"Smart lady always figure something out to resolve the problem faced."

Retard video! :D

2009-05-20T14:15:00.000+08:00

A retarded video with ruth and kimb.

yeah! zy finally gets to go down petal after a week plus.
i miss all my friends though. simply wanted to see everybody.
:D:D:D

Mouth shut

2009-05-18T15:15:00.000+08:00

my favourite pic of the day! :D

imagine, zy with bangs. *laughers
hohoho. old woman.
many ZYs.
just get lost, please.
6 jiaobins

another youcam night with myself.

anyway, i had a real bad dream sunday night.

dont even want to talk about it.

my lips are sealed..

If only, i have tons of $$$

2009-05-18T10:57:00.000+08:00

volunteered for a sports community event at innova JC today.
it ends at 10plus. went to causeway for breakfast.
bus to queensway. slept on the bus the whole journey.
i turn out to spam my hands with plastic bags at the end of the day. LOL.
anyway, ytd was eventually the shopping day and i was empty-handed.
got more stuff today, the non-shoppping day. how weird.

[2 pairs of pumps. 4 awesome tops.
4 pairs of socks. a set of bikini(unexpectedly).
which cost me a total of $128. horrible!]

however, my shopping list haven fulfill yet.
and now i only left with 150 in my posb.
need to chase back all my money already.

I love you!

2009-05-16T14:20:00.000+08:00

"a simple dinner for a fabulous you,
happy belated mother's day"

I'm Hsinray

2009-05-15T16:37:00.000+08:00

Hello! I just hacked into her blog!

Don't tell her I blogged on her blog! Wahahahah!

I love bandits

2009-05-15T00:39:00.000+08:00

Its Thursday already and tomorrow will be the start of weekend! yeah!
this week is a busy week, everyday seems packed.
okay, today my class is hilarious. i was supree-active and laughing.
ray ask me out for a movie today. he came to look up for me in school.
it was on his house. ha has. like a nice only. thanks.
went the Cathay, watch "Star Trek'", what a "space & alien" show.
got home by 10.30. made a reservation at parkway's crystal jade.
bringing the whole family for a dinner tml night.
making up for i-never-do-anything mothers day.
i know its a little late but is the thought that counts. :)

I love my classmates!

2009-05-14T04:54:00.000+08:00

okay, what the hell. i notice rp is like jurong bird park today!
saw three chamelons runs pass, butterflies everywhere
and a flamingo? pop out from nowhere in the field. -.-
every wednesday, i always think like "why? so unfair siol."
that the seniors need not have to come school. hahas.
okay, todays module was enterprise.
kind of enjoy doing the script and playing the act.
have received picture that the class taken yesterday. :)

boys & girls.

easter say cheese! :D

nazeem extra. hahas.

guys.

programmy faciliatator.

RP jurong bird park

2009-05-13T11:51:00.000+08:00

"just a thought of it, i miss you"

i checked my rp mails today, yeah! i pass the first hip hop IG audition.

second one will be coming up real soon while i am still waiting for replug IG results.

anyway, nothing much happened today.

the whole class got take some pictures tho. :)

went causeway after school.

thought of buying c&k stuff as today was the last 20% discount day.

nothing attracts me, forget it. ate yoshinoya.

wanted to watch movie but didn't.

fine, went home. tried to submit the stupid RJ again.

connection slow, no connection. sleepy, nap, awake.

finally it can get throught and yeah, its submitted.

mummy and relatives drop by here to see me. :)

i wonder if saying 'sorry' is really that hard?

I had enough

2009-05-12T03:36:00.000+08:00

monday blues.
first day of the week, class ends 4 today.
head down for replug audition. sang beautiful and L.O.V.E.
i was so nervous that i can even hear my own shivering tone.
its over, let it be. just wait for the results.
went to meet up with my 'club' members. :)
revision at library. left when the school closes.
got back to woodlands house. try to use my lappy.
but no connection. falls asleep instantly. 10plus
i seems to be that tired as if i haven't been sleeping for many days.

（“突然觉得好累，仿佛一连串的事情发生在我的生命里。不知为何有种被欺骗的感觉，到了最后我也只是个局外人。一个一无了知的局外人而已。但如果在有任何的打击发生，恐怕我会受不了了。”）

so confuse.

My jiaobins ( By hsinray )

2009-05-11T14:54:00.000+08:00

recall: with one buck teddy! :D

okay, life is really getting more creepy for me.

just the feel of it. maybe i will get better after sometime?

i'm so having sleepless nights nowadays. idk why.

some insane situation i am in.

as if i have random puzzle pieces and i cant find the others to fixed the whole picture.

okay fine, i'll forget about this for now but i cant just treat it as if it never happened.

i have been going to club, pub, club, pub the past week.
and i should stop being so chiong.

then, i meet some crazy guy online who threaten me for like fun or something.

he is just a loser and fcuk. just hope its a prank and nothing will happen.

god bless me.

Shishi the retard

2009-05-10T13:58:00.000+08:00

it was a saturday, 9th MAY.

the whole bunch went out together. :)

late arrival for me. only movie, petal and home.

stayed petal till 4AM, cab home. shishi tagged along.

a night with shishi at my house, spamming youcam pictures at my hp lappy.

hahas. i love you kiddo! :D

Ps. as what M has said,

you must be responsible to tc of me all right!

lalalala~

Flashbacks of my 18th!

2009-05-05T14:59:00.000+08:00

1st to 3rd may! :D

First of all, i only put group photos.
dont wanna spam my blog with pictures.
Second of all, i look pale and ugly because i cried. -.-
Third and secret of all, actually my mum had accidently bo duo to me

that you guys bought a cake for me! hahaha.

first night

second day

happy 18th birthday to myself. :D
i want to say a big thank you to everybody in my life.
i dont know how long more i can stay my relation with everyone.
knowing new friends and blah doesn't mean i forget everybody okay.
and all the sweet memories will always stay in my heart.

attended girls:
Elvira, Kimberly, Ruth, Angelina, Shi shi, Felicia, Racheal, Seet lei, Jaslene, Hui shan, Wendy, Kai juan, Ker li, Evonne, Yi xuan, Millicent.
attended boys:
Liang yu, Ming kiat, Matthew, Wei yang, Wan hui, Yong shan, Lide, Gim kee, Keewee, Elroy, Darren, Wei sheng, Jia mu, Hsin ray, Whye kit, Sky, Wilson, Choon rong, Geshy

a number of mentioned name friends as well.
thank you for coming even if you might not know me.
unattended:
Zi kun, Adeline, Lydia, Yi ting

did i miss out anybody? or spell the names wrongly? haha.
if i do, someone please inform me. thanks. :D

I'm back yo!

2009-04-21T12:56:00.000+08:00

hey mates, am back to blogger once again.
will be fixing myself to blog & post here
while smallcookie.lj for 2nd items sales.
life is much easier at blogger, isn't it. :)

now, like a baby, i am helpless.

back to the beginning and its going to start all over again, again..(echos)

good old pal!

2009-01-13T23:53:00.001+08:00

remember the moments. bestie is coming over to stay my hse today. :)